06th Feb 2010
Saturday // 12am // 2 days ago
So my mom went to a pyshic tonight.
the things that were said about me.
i’ll be the first out of me and my bros to get married.
as soon as i get married i’ll get pregnant.
my dad already “picked the baby out for me” and is holding it in heaven just waiting for me to be ready.
my dad brought my bf into my life b/c i deserved to be happy.
ok now the truth of my life.
my boyfriend is the world to me. i love him more then i ever thought i could love.
anyone. i couldnt be happier.
the only thing my dad wanted was a grandchild. he didnt get that before he died, so even the thought that he could be with his grandchild right now, had my hysterical crying i was so happy that he got what he wanted.
my bf and i are discussing getting married next summer. Yesterday i told him i wanted a baby right away and he agreed.
i miss my dad so much. I didnt really believe in psychics but this one was sooo dead on it was scary. ive been crying since i talked to my mom about it. feels so real







